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Saturday, April 05, 2008

an old friend

i remember you now, as i sit alone in my house, burning incense, listening to Ryan Adams' haunting rendition of Wonderwall, and deciding who to invite to my wedding. i haven't been alone with you like this in many weeks. it feels good to be fully with me. i buried you when Valerie & i became close. i'm glad you survived.

it was good to be with you again.